It's Been a Long Time

Yes it has been a minute since I posted...More Millions of them but who's counting.  Hell I don't even know if anyone is reading this...am I really typing this...is this a dream...not likely, I'm a work and I tried pinching myself already.  Well I guess I'll start with a recap of the last month or so...or maybe I won't...because the stupid "Enter" key is not working properly and it is making my head hurt... 

---Love Lost or was it:  Well as recently as a week ago I came to a mutual agreement to end a relationship.  It was a very amicable ending, peaceful...no cussing and no damning future children...we actually wish each other well in the future.  Not to say everytime I end a relationship its like stepping into a street fight, but it must of been the calmess situation I can remember, like getting check...not for a million dollars...more like a hundred dollars, but yet appreiated.  Not to say there was nothing there...there was but it wasn't quite right...and gut feelings rule above all feelings (including the one you have when you got to take a piss and you just got on the train).  So now once again I'm back at square one. Single...no kids...damn...I guess it can't be all that bad right?!?!